EXPRESSING is a social portal. One cannot not express. Expressing is happening as a continuum of energy and action.
A question to be asked is, "Am I expressing authentically in this life or is it my programmed conditioned self that is expressing in this life?" Either way, you will need to own the actions put in motion by your inauthentic self.
There are knowing systems and belief systems. (These will be outlined in a future blog.) Living a duality of knowing verus believing, or authenticity versus inauthenticity without attending, imaging, empathizing, and focusing upon this polarity, will create expressions of realities as refractions of one's truth. These refractions are based upon belief systems, illusions, and delusions.
For most it is a challenge to live a life knowing clarity, balance, and harmony, in joy and empowerment. For instance, there are those who believe, “Life is difficult; therefore, this will be difficult too." Others may think, "How can I search my intent as to why I am giving something my power?" And still others may fear, "I will never live in harmony … I am so afraid.” Then it will be difficult because that is the energy that is being expressed - as an action, as a thought, as an emotion. Expressing these actions places an energy of the mind into motion, and that quality of 'difficulty' persists and becomes a pattern of one's life.
This is important! As you express 'difficulty', you place in motion the quality of 'difficulty.' When you say, “It is very difficult to be clear, or to be balanced, or to be in harmony, or to love that person, or to heal myself, or to love myself,” the energy empowering the action of 'difficult' is being expressed and will return to you. It may return and reenact itself through another person, another thing, or another process.
When it returns to you, what will you do with it? Might you project it out again, even if it came through another person? And, with that projection a further judgement of that person? Might it come back and be introjected into your subconscious and you are suddenly feeling angry, fearful, and/or suspicious that someone or something is doing something to you? Perhaps you conceive that it is God, or even the universe? All the while, in actuality, it is your inauthentic self doing it to you. Such self-defeating processes continue because the conscious choice to understand and heal is not being made by you.
What happens when you reclaim a past inauthentic expression?
When you claim the energy that you sent forth in another time and space and know it as your creation coming back to you, the simple act of reclaiming your inauthentic energies metabolizes and eliminates them. They no longer persist, the pattern is resolved.
Some might ask, "How do I know that that energy coming back into my life is mine?" The answer is, by feeling the quality of the energy while standing in the portal of expressing and recognizing it as yours without a doubt. This indicates a willingness to know the integrated essence of one's own being, which offers great humility.
Claim it as yours in order to fully understand it, and then allow yourself to learn from the energy of that experience without judgement. Judging the experience blocks the learning of the experience. And when there is not a learning from an experience one is bound to repeat the experience over and over again, perhaps wondering. "Why is this happening to me?" It is much simpler and more enjoyable to learn from an experience rather than to repeat the pattern of judgement and denial. You are always expressing the essential you when you come from the space of non-judgement. In truth it is easier done than said.
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