The Forever Choice is a choice for individual vitality and consciousness of quality living. Consistently attending to and integrating your healing intentions will regulate conscious choices that do not feed and empower subconscious belief systems and syndromes that lead to distressing behaviors and qualities.
Understand this, “That which receives the most attention, grows more rapidly.”
Whatever has your attention is what you are conscious of, and thereby builds your consciousness. As you are attending to sensing now, observing the flowing energies now, experiencing now, you are witnessing the integrating of inner space with outer space. Along with witnessing these processes rises a conscious awareness of an ever present subtle conduit, a medium space, containing the creative and receptive flows of dual-attending. You are tending to these spaces as life force energies are tending to these spaces in you, about you and through you. This medium space is a portal of individual consciousness whereby you can be conscious of the dual-attending that is happening, moment to moment. In this way you as experiencer, observer, and witness are the medium of you. You are your own medium. You as medium space metabolizes living energies as they travel from outer space to inner space and from inner space to outer space. These energies vitalize your bodies. Through attending you can be a conscious co-creator and co-receiver of all that is. You are bonding with these flowing energies consciously as these energies of consciousness are bonding with you. Therein lies the the mutual bonding.
Or you may choose to not be conscious of receiving yourself(s) as you are and filter or block this flow. You may be searching for something in outer space or inner space that is considered to be better than you. Are you attending to energies and actions, or are you surrendering to an abstraction, a concept, a condition, an idea, an ideal, a belief, an experience, an image of you rather than bonding with the living flowing energies?
Here and now, ultimately, you can understand and heal toxic conditioning through this medium space. Attending is a conscious choice for a state of perceiving now. Attending is a portal of healing that consciously connects you to the present visceral sensations and qualities of life in the now moment.
Individual life force integrates with universal living energies, a giving and receiving, a communing, a mutual bonding, a mutuality of vitality. Denial of this universal/individual bonding is the dis-ordering of life and the origin of a motive to attach to some meaningful abstract experience, such as a self-image. This attachment motive gives birth to emotions of the mind which seek to satisfy the motive by continuance, compensation and/or completion. A negative feedback loop is thus established upon an attachment motive.
“Are subconscious belief systems more powerful than the conscious mind?”
No, they are not more
powerful. Even though it may seem that they overlay conscious choices, it is to
understand this: “That which receives the most attention, grows more rapidly.”
Subconscious belief systems are not more powerful than the conscious mind. However, your everyday choices feed the belief that the subconscious is more powerful. This happens because one is not conscious of their choices, not attending to what is happening, not attending to the doorways of perception, the portals of self, the connectivity of living energies.
When you can make a conscious choice to not empower a subconscious belief system, then simultaneously that belief system begins dissipating. Stated again, the subconscious is not more powerful than the conscious, because conscious action dissipates a subconscious belief system.
In truth, it is easier done than said. It is more difficult to keep talking about changing and procrastinating than attending now and sensing deeply into what is happening now. Some of the daily "little" choices that empower or feed dysfunctional or disordered belief systems are anger, doubting, taking on the energy of others, isolation, jealousy, judgment, and fear, to name a few.
The challenge is to maintain conscious choices that do not feed the subconscious negative belief system. You and "yourself" need to commit to attending and choosing the abundance of vitalization rather than a belief syndrome that is serving you, e.g. escapism. Choosing to attend to healing through moment to moment awareness is the conscious Forever Choice in action. To continue to stand in this portal is to commit to that choice forever.
The Forever Choice also chooses you. Taking charge of the vital forces that are flowing through
you is empowering. (see Vital Forces and Pranayama). These vital forces have an
intelligence of their own. Existence has
chosen you. You exist. As a part of existence, you always have and always will
exist. No beginning, no end. You are, I am, we are living flowing energy that
transforms and transcends forms. You cannot not exist. You can pretend that you
are not existing, that is a personal choice based upon conditioning and core
beliefs that can and do create a reality, an illusion, a mirage. You are not an image. You are a portal for involuntary and voluntary flowing vital energies.
As a “what”, you are truth. Life is attending to you, that is the truth. Attending is happening now within continuums of multiple levels of biological and astronomical consciousness.
As
a "who", your ego is conditioned to satisfy others and be compelled
to pursue their approval and gain their attention, creating a social reality.
You may express clarity and balance through witnessing this
dynamic psychosocial relationship between "I as what" and "I as who". This balance is the foundation from which one can live an
authentic life of harmony, attending, and focusing upon their nature.
Are you attending to the living flowing energies of life? Are you attending silently while your personality seeks something to be attached to? to belong to?
In summary, the Forever Choice maintains a closed system of healing through choosing attending and attending to that choice, now, forever. Life is attending to you. Are you attending to living?
Remember this: “That which receives the most attention, grows more rapidly.”
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